Update: What I Am Doing And What Makes Me Happy Now

I just wanted to let you all know that I will be back to blogging/photography soon.  I have been dealing with the death of my friend and was left to handle his affairs.  This has taken an huge emotional toll on me.

I have also started on one big huge self-improvement project.  This includes going to the gym for two months now,  cutting off my hair and chaining  the color,  improving my complexion and wearing make up again.  Those are the outer changes.  The inner changes I have been working on since last year and I am certainly better off now.

There are things I still need to do but for some reason,  can't seem to make myself do.  Everything I need to do will benefit me so why am I dragging my feet?  

Its fear I suppose.  Fear of the unknown and fear of success.   This issue I have needs to be worked out on the "big couch".

In the coming weeks I will be writing lots of reviews.  If I have promised to write one for your services, I will certainly make that a priority.  

I thought I would list some things that make me happy right now.

• Being able to fill my car up with gas.
• Being able to buy healthy food.
• Paying off bills in full.
• Living in such a beautiful place.
• Making progress on some of my goals.
• My good friend, Larry.
• Laughing with Old Spice.
• and of course a yard full of chippies !

Also, my friendship with all of you who have supported me over the years.

That is my update for now.  Will be back soon.